Sorry, mom...

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Today is going to be a vent post. Why? Because I need to get this out of my system so that I can finish this essay. Now, with that being said, mom, I am blaming this on you. It isn't a bad thing. But I think that it's like telepathy or ESP or something. It has to be. I didn't do anything to receive this kind of karma. Well, I did. But let's move past it.

To preface this, I would like to put it out there that there are two boys, guys, men nope definitely not men, humans males that get under my skin. Why? Because they are the only two guys I have ever seen a future with, whatever that "future" could have been in high school/first year of college. That being said, I should block them on my phone but I am me and I enjoy having the option there. I also clearly like driving myself crazy because that's what this is doing to me.

Also,my love life is like a messy bun. It looks like all the hair is nicely pinned away but once you move or shake your head the pieces fall out and you have this crazy mess that no one wants on top of their heads.

Oh! Some good news! Everyone in my office now knows my name. Like, it is official! They have all addressed me as "Kathryn." Yes, it is probably because I made the intern schedule and put my name in bold (Hi, I'm passive aggressive sometimes most of the time) but either way, yay!

Yesterday my mom and I were emailing and she brought up someone named Pete* (name changed for my sanity) and how he unfollowed me on Instagram. I just about lost it because 1) I hadn't heard or read his name in awhile 2) it made sense and 3) I unfollowed him. Turns out he didn't unfollow me. OOPS, my mistake. But, karma is angry at me or didn't want me to finish my thought process while I was writing my essay, whatever the reason may be, I looked down at my phone to a text from him. Nope. I had just told my mom 3 hours prior that I thought he had lost his phone. I was wrong, and karma bit me in the booty and he clearly has that app that tells you when someone unfollows you. I'm sorry! Not sorry enough to acknowledge and address what I did because that would be forward of me and we all know that the last time I was forward, I got stood up. Anyways, I have this thing where I usually like where guys are forward/cocky and YES I KNOW that sounds terrible, but I go for the not so nice guys, which needs to change, but that is Pete. And that was the three message conversation we had because over winter break I found out some things about him I didn't want to know. But regardless, that was my venting, and who knows if I will even post this, but I probably will because I need my blog support system to tell me that I'm not crazy and I am just a girl that over thinks everything. Alright. I think I'm done.

Actually, let's end on a better note. One of my best friends just texted me this about this "situation" if this is even deemed a problem:

"Whatever he sounds like drama and you don't need someone who is going to play mind games."



If you couldn't tell already, I really like love linkups. So yay! Two linkups in a row? Maybe I will break a record or something!
Totally Posted Tuesday with Karly (the birthday queen) & Niki

Glossy Blonde


  1. Ummmm you have explaining to do.

  2. Soooo, who is this Pete fellow?? And I know what you mean (clearly you've readed/helped me with too many texts about Kid) with going after guys that are assholes. It's just in our dna and that first e-card is pretty much priceless

  3. MY LIFE! Love this post so much!!

  4. I've dated so many assholes (so many is like four) hahaha
    But then I started dating my current boyfriend and realized how awful it was to date someone I felt like I had to change and who didn't treat me the way I knew I should be treated.

    My advice: Go for a guy you wouldn't normally choose for yourself. You might be surprised, might not. But at least you tried, right?

    1. Ugh. I'm tyring!! But yeah after these two and Mr. SnapChat I am so done, yet still manage to fall into the trap

  5. this just.. YES yes yes a million times yes. you are not alone in this that is for sure! and its nice to be reassured that I'm not the only one too!

    1. Ah you have no idea how happy it makes me that I'm not alone!

  6. I feel like I could have written this post. Take my advice as someone who's been there, tell Pete bye now. And when he tries to contact you again (because boys you really want to forget always do), ignore him

    1. This is why we are twins (like twin stars, get it?) Wow I am too much for myself right now aha
      But yeah it was literally a three message conversation: him-me-him and I was just like no I don't need to respond to you I don't owe you anything! You are THE BEST!


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